What was that the apocalypse happened and that my parents left me to take care of my siblings. I believe it was a lockdown sickness type and there were zombies and my sister boarded up windows and we all hid together untill nighttime and stay on guard and I heard my neighbors dad scream that their was a guy crawling though windows trying to kill children and he killed his daughter. I had to close the door him and I slammed his fingers in the door, I think taking a few off. He ran away and went into my brothers room and I tried to fight him off but he came in and cut my brothers head off I remember being really scared and crying and my parents came back like nothing happens and my dad guled his head back on and he was fine. I remember they just didn't really care for how I was crying.
Dreams about apocalyptic scenarios often represent feelings of fear, anxiety, and a sense of loss of control in one’s waking life. Here are some interpretations of the various elements of your dream:
Apocalypse and Lockdown: The setting of an apocalypse can reflect feelings of overwhelming stress or fear about the future. It may indicate feelings of being trapped or restricted, particularly if you’ve been experiencing high levels of anxiety in your life. A lockdown scenario can symbolize a need for safety and security in times of chaos.
Responsibility for Siblings: Being left to care for your siblings suggests feelings of responsibility and pressure. This might mirror situations in your life where you feel you need to look after others or where you feel burdened by responsibilities that may have been thrust upon you.
Zombies and Violence: The presence of zombies might indicate perceived threats or fears that are consuming you or those around you. Zombies often symbolize feelings of being overwhelmed by unsolved issues or emotions. The violence—especially against your brother—could represent deep-seated fears about loss or harm coming to loved ones.
Parents’ Indifference: Your parents returning without concern despite the chaos might symbolize feelings of neglect or feeling unsupported in a time of distress. This can reflect feelings of abandonment or a desire for validation and care from those who are supposed to support you.
Desperation and Defense: Closing the door on the attacker represents your instinct to protect yourself and others from perceived threats. The act of defending your brother indicates a strong protective instinct, showcasing both your desire to keep loved ones safe and your feelings of helplessness when you can't.
Crying and Emotional Response: Your emotional reactions in the dream highlight a need for support and understanding. The contrast between your emotional distress and your parents’ indifferent attitude may reflect a fear of being unheard or unacknowledged during tough times.
Overall, this dream likely reflects a combination of anxiety, a sense of responsibility, fear of loss, and a desire for emotional support. Consider areas in your waking life where you might feel overwhelmed or unsupported, and think about how you can reach out for help or communicate your feelings with those around you.